Update III

This is the longest day EVER. I can't concentrate on work. I can't bear the thought of coming into work and not having Greg to look forward to seeing after. More than anything, I will miss hanging out at his apartment, just watching TV.

Bad side effects of the breakup:

I can only think of myself right now and how much I hurt. God forbid if I have to think of anyone else but myself.

I think I'm scaring people off. Coworker Sarah sent me an email to see how my day is and I told her my boyfriend dumped me for his ex. I have not heard back from her.

Good side effects of the breakup:

I can't eat. And a non-eating Ryan is a thinner Ryan.

I'm trying to come up with a second good side effect... I can't. *sniffle*

Update: Sarah came up and gave me a hug. Love her.