Update XI

Today's been interesting in that I miss Greg, but not in a "I-wanna-slit-my-wrists" kinda way. Even though I've been sitting around thinking about him, most of the memories just make me smile. Probably not more than 2 minutes go by before I think of him again. Yet, I am content. Well, maybe more like sad, but peacefully sad. Haha... I don't know how to explain it, but it sure beats the past few days. Not seeing him this weekend might be tough. We'll see. I do have to stop myself from texting him all day. I want to chat with him, but I don't want to be overbearing. He's moving on with his life, and I suppose I have to do the same.

I used to frown upon the way he always got his fingers so messy when he ate, especially with ketchup. I never got a chance to mention it, but in the last couple months... I kinda grew to think it was cute. LOL