Time Off, Part I

FRIDAY
Had dinner with Teddy, Birju and Billie at CPK at the Cerritos mall. Sephora is now open and I can more easily buy my Jonathon Dirt Product. Yay. Later that night, I met up with a guy who seemed pretty cool...

SATURDAY
Had really good dim sum at Empress Pavillion. Then napped. Then gym. Then went to Versailles with Haeran and Billie, met up with Ellen and her date at a club/bar called Busby's or something like that. Haeran, Billie and I were initially hesitant because it looked fancy and hip-hoppy, but it turned out to be a cool place. They had a ping pong table, board games and other fun stuff. We played Scattergories and two random guys joined in. Ellen gave me the new Alicia Keys CD, and it's awesome.

SUNDAY
Kind of a chill day. Caught up on Amazing Race and Desperate Housewives. Dinner with family. Saw Billie at the gym. Tried to use her jump rope but felt incredibly uncoordinated, so I gave up.

MONDAY
Didn't do much today other than the gym and meeting David for dinner at El Torito. Major depression today. Almost felt like I couldn't breathe at some points. Missing Greg like mad. And feeling angry. It's strange, I feel like I really do hate him. Not a great feeling. I resent him for moving on with his life, which is rotten of me, but I can't help it. Tomorrow, I have a second date with the promising guy from Friday. Hope that snaps me out of it. Having time off isn't much fun when you're sad. It gives you too much time to think. I just have to keep reminding myself that Greg isn't the kind of guy who is right for me. But it's hard.